Take 5 Million

I just want to lose weight!  Really?!?!?!?  Is it the impossible I'm asking here?  I don't know anymore.  I even looked into bariatric surgery.  My insurance doesn't cover it.  I'm back at my old gym.  Im just more comfortable there.  It's closer.  It's cheaper.  These are all important to me right now.  My sister and I are running a half marathon next month.  I have no idea how I'm going to survive it, but I will.  I'm actually training pretty hard for it right now.  My goal is to lose some weight in the process.  I just hate being fat.  Come on me.  I can do this..........